rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • "That" Scooter Braum? 🙄🙄🙄

    Mariana SiqueiraMariana SiqueiraPřed 32 minutami
  • Wonder what she thinks about this commander and chief now? 2021 and it's just getting worse! Well I enjoy this documentary the most the political part with a big mistake. Wishing her the best...

    Jenn MartinelloJenn MartinelloPřed hodinou
  • So happy for her and this is so Inspirational to continue self care in deep ways.

    CrystalCrystalPřed hodinou
  • I really really just wanna give Demi a hug.❤

    Lynee Anna SalvatoreLynee Anna SalvatorePřed 2 hodinami
  • I sure hope that she is able to come off of the drugs before they take over again.

    Janet SlaterJanet SlaterPřed 2 hodinami
  • I love her laugh at the end!!

    WhisperEveWhisperEvePřed 2 hodinami
  • My pa, he was doing many many drugs. Mostly crack. And Drinking. I am one of 9 children. We all sing. We have a story to tell. Don't know where to start. It feels impossible. But the Most High knows all. This is something that only I am that I am can fix. My dteam... My ultimate dream. Has been to unite with all of us. Together. And sing a couple songs together ❤ sing our hearts out! It might not help but hopefully... Itll make a turn around. For the world 🌎💙 Peace be unto you Mama! 💕

    Destiny LopezDestiny LopezPřed 2 hodinami
  • Elton speaking nothing but the truth 👏🏻

    Nadja TommoNadja TommoPřed 2 hodinami
  • "There is no failure except in no longer trying.” ―Elbert Hubbard

    Lucas MatosLucas MatosPřed 2 hodinami
  • She gonna come out as gay soon.

    K. T. SK. T. SPřed 3 hodinami
  • There's only one way to be born again..

    Elizabeth TElizabeth TPřed 3 hodinami
  • I love you ❤️

    Carol MafraCarol MafraPřed 4 hodinami
  • vamos demi!!! vos podes

    Celina VillantiCelina VillantiPřed 4 hodinami
  • Uhh 🙄 idk how to feel about any of this lol I think she wants attention so badly poor thing

    Samantha RiveraSamantha RiveraPřed 5 hodinami
  • Gratidão por ter a coragem de se abrir e expor abertamente sobre suas fragilidades e vulnerabilidades, você me inspira, sua força me inspira a ser forte e lutar contra meus vícios autodestrutivos também. Você é um anjo, é especial e uma pessoa e Artista que canta com a alma. Obrigado por existir e me inspirar com suas músicas e história. Deus te abençoe. 🌺😘❤️🙏⚛️

    Sr. SigmaringaSr. SigmaringaPřed 5 hodinami
  • Is there going to be a 5th episode?

    Riley OlsonRiley OlsonPřed 5 hodinami
  • 🌼

    Danielle GomesDanielle GomesPřed 6 hodinami
  • aside from it all, she is just stunning and her makeup looks wonderful.

    MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռMɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռPřed 6 hodinami
  • I love this woman so much.

    Estefani MouraEstefani MouraPřed 7 hodinami
  • I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

    Ask to seduce MissAsk to seduce MissPřed 7 hodinami
  • I think this whole documentary is AMAZING! One of the strongest people I ever known! Very real and honest and I appreciate that the most. I will always love Demi! 💘 You got this!

    Delaney PolhamusDelaney PolhamusPřed 7 hodinami
  • “im a little too queer” me to girl

    tara mtara mPřed 7 hodinami
  • Is it just me or did Demi look like Glam and Gore after her haircut? She’s beautiful and this is so powerful. Her story is so powerful!

    Danielle GowerDanielle GowerPřed 7 hodinami
  • Literally love this. And the hair absolutely gorgeous, your such a beautiful babe❤️❤️❤️

    Selina MccorrySelina MccorryPřed 8 hodinami
  • I’m sorry but I wouldn’t be able to do this knowing she’s still drinking. Imagine she dies and you’re in this documentary being like “yeah she still drinks and I support her :)” I’m an addict, and moderation never works. Elton John won’t have blood on his hands.

    hbh Tcrhbh TcrPřed 8 hodinami
  • Keep going.

    The StarlingThe StarlingPřed 9 hodinami
  • Yo me siento tan identificada ya que viví por situaciones muy similares , también tuve problemas de adicción desde los 16 años, ya a las 18 había probado la gran mayoría de las drogas, y caí en la heroína y también tuve una sobredosis, no fue tan grave como a Demi pero tuve que decidir entrar en rehabilitación, y entiendo la parte que dice que es muy difícil dejarlas por completo, siempre hay tentación de consumir, ahora tengo 33 años y no pude dejar todo por completo pero solo fumo marihuana, ya casi ni bebo alcohol, y me puse como limite esa droga y me siento bien porque no tengo la necesidad de probar algo mas, aunque es casi imposible dejar de fumar marihuana diariamente, y se me hace difícil pero creo que al fumar esa droga que es mas suave evita que quiera irme por otra mas fuerte, porque abuse diariamente de la cocina, el crack, la heroína y hasta el lcd y el extasis y es algo con lo que se lucha para siempre, tuve que alejarme de muchas cosas para poder estar algo sobria...

    Mairim Gabriela Useche ColmenaresMairim Gabriela Useche ColmenaresPřed 9 hodinami
  • 🙏❤

    Alexandra cmsAlexandra cmsPřed 10 hodinami
  • They broke up and now she came out about her sexuality

    Beau33Beau33Před 10 hodinami
  • When she showed that haircut I just smiled! She was GLOWING

    Mel TangsMel TangsPřed 10 hodinami
  • you need to find someone who truly loves you and you love him.

    Roscoe McDonaldRoscoe McDonaldPřed 10 hodinami
  • Elton John is the real one. Everyone else aroud her are yes men

    mimimimiPřed 11 hodinami
  • Será que não vai ter mais episódio

    Nicole SantosNicole SantosPřed 11 hodinami
  • I wonder if she should try cbd like smoking it

    Briana KazeeBriana KazeePřed 12 hodinami
  • I absolutely love Elton John

    Zoey BrightZoey BrightPřed 12 hodinami
  • I hope and pray she gets better cause she’s the most real person ever but I don’t support this moderation thing cause if you’re an addict you obviously don’t know your limits 🤷🏽‍♀️ but I get how hard it is cut all substances maybe she will stop this moderation

    Sney’s TravelingSney’s TravelingPřed 14 hodinami
  • I know how she feels .ive been there

    Jackie GigliottiJackie GigliottiPřed 14 hodinami
  • Just a note to CSlove but it’s in VERY poor taste to show weight loss shake ads on a video that deals with ED recovery 🙃

    Brittney DroogBrittney DroogPřed 14 hodinami
  • shes dancing with the devil alright...

    Bridget SmithBridget SmithPřed 15 hodinami

    Kendra AltadonnaKendra AltadonnaPřed 15 hodinami
  • I love Demi sm but the moderation thing is a big thing, its her choice after all and hopefully it works for her , but like no .. she danced with the devil once so now the devil knows damn well he can control her again, she did it once so she can do it again , the devil is very tricky , and i know it easier said than done but she will feel sm better if she just stops... And i would never want to lose demi ... But the moderation thing is a big no, one slip and she'll be in a hospital reliving her trauma because of this stupid slippery slope situation the devil put her in..

    Jury GhalyJury GhalyPřed 15 hodinami
  • Is the song dancing with the devils out?

    51o. Kysha51o. KyshaPřed 15 hodinami
  • Dems can we smoke a blunt together and be friends?

    Taylar FordTaylar FordPřed 17 hodinami
  • The fact that she needs to drink and take drugs for “relief” is concerning.Relief from what?

    Clare ShermanClare ShermanPřed 17 hodinami
  • What a disappointing message. Promoting that after an overdose it ‘doesn’t work for me’ to be sober. What you need are coping mechanisms, not another song, not another tattoo, not another hair cut to brush over the trauma. Inner work!! Cannot stress that enough. 😕✝️

    Bori BalintBori BalintPřed 17 hodinami
  • No one around her seems to be really helping her... it’s so sad it actually hurts my soul. People need to confront her, to tell her the truths she doesn’t want to hear.

    MargaridaMMargaridaMPřed 17 hodinami
  • Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John was the only one who was capable of telling the true. I love Demi but she’s actually playing with fire. She will probably od again if she doesn’t STOP now...

    MargaridaMMargaridaMPřed 17 hodinami
  • Quite interesting that the important people she mentioned are all men 👀

    StealMyLookStealMyLookPřed 18 hodinami
  • Please german subtitles 🥺

    Gamze KorkutanGamze KorkutanPřed 18 hodinami
  • People who have an addiction cant do balance! Elton John told it like it is. Everyone around her including Scooter Braun is an enabler

    Aquarian LightAquarian LightPřed 18 hodinami
  • She is a mess, smh

    Aquarian LightAquarian LightPřed 18 hodinami
  • Thank you So much for sharing this 💕

    Tiago GenaroTiago GenaroPřed 18 hodinami
  • Balance

    spiritual saniiispiritual saniiiPřed 19 hodinami
  • I've lost too many people to drugs and alcohol, I've almost lost myself. I've almost lost one of my closest friends. Idk why but it's very comforting that these people I grew up looking up too are all just lost kids too.

    Simply Raiding Your FridgeSimply Raiding Your FridgePřed 19 hodinami
  • “If I found a Demi Lovato I would want to lock her down to”.💕 “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution”.💕 “Life is fluid and I’m fluid and that’s all I know”.💕

    Stephanie BironStephanie BironPřed 19 hodinami
  • I'm just so glad she's smoking weed now, as a recovering addict, weed is the only reason I haven't relapsed recently

    Simply Raiding Your FridgeSimply Raiding Your FridgePřed 19 hodinami
  • Omg that smile melts my ❤... so contagious. Please contage us more often 🙏 U R amazing, girl

    eli Dimitrovaeli DimitrovaPřed 19 hodinami
  • I love you demi😍❤️🙏🏼

    Ari RodriguezAri RodriguezPřed 20 hodinami
  • Everything demi says she loves to do for herself and her struggles reminds me so much of me, we're very similar and people tell me I look like her, and I also sing and our rocker style is always similar

    DreamerDreamerPřed 21 hodinou
  • Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

    Alisha saifAlisha saifPřed 22 hodinami
  • Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

    Madison XMadison XPřed 22 hodinami
  • You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

    Bruna ReivaxBruna ReivaxPřed 23 hodinami
  • She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

    Aldora LaPlumeAldora LaPlumePřed 23 hodinami
  • 13:07 & 16:08

    Violetta: My StoryVioletta: My StoryPřed 23 hodinami
  • This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

    Megan BrewerMegan BrewerPřed 23 hodinami
  • I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

    Nicole MaxwellNicole MaxwellPřed dnem
  • como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

    Leandro CentenoLeandro CentenoPřed dnem
  • I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.

    Bangtan UniverseBangtan UniversePřed dnem
  • Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

  • Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

    Pink Hybrid PandaPink Hybrid PandaPřed dnem
  • She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

    Paulo BritoPaulo BritoPřed dnem
  • No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

    EmmaPooXPEmmaPooXPPřed dnem
  • I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

    Heather HartHeather HartPřed dnem
  • This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

    melancíciamelancíciaPřed dnem
    • Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

      melancíciamelancíciaPřed dnem
  • Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

    B’Yanka McKenzieB’Yanka McKenziePřed dnem
  • Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

    gucci bgucci bPřed dnem
  • I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

    S TaylorS TaylorPřed dnem
  • At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

    Capri SpearCapri SpearPřed dnem
  • ❤️

    Opowia_daczka PodcastOpowia_daczka PodcastPřed dnem
  • I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

    Allison MccormickAllison MccormickPřed dnem
  • She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

    Meisha MomMeisha MomPřed dnem
  • Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

    Sabrina ForanSabrina ForanPřed dnem
  • You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

    celedceledPřed dnem
  • These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

    Lylyne C.Lylyne C.Před dnem
  • Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

    Oksana ShomalievaOksana ShomalievaPřed dnem
  • This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

    James AtkinsJames AtkinsPřed dnem
  • I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

    Roi AkninRoi AkninPřed dnem
  • Hey Demi!!!

    naamia nadimnaamia nadimPřed dnem
  • I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

    Jenifer BallJenifer BallPřed dnem
  • Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

    SrtaKimSrtaKimPřed dnem
  • Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

    Angeline VivasAngeline VivasPřed dnem
  • loving demi moree

    Anjelika TulalianAnjelika TulalianPřed dnem
  • I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

    Courtney SmithCourtney SmithPřed dnem
  • Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

    The Bat Next DoorThe Bat Next DoorPřed dnem
  • Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

    Rosangela Barreto de OliveiraRosangela Barreto de OliveiraPřed dnem
  • Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

    Emily AEmily APřed dnem
    • That’s the entertainment industry. They subject themselves to all the horrors of the fame and want to profit from healing from it.

      Beau33Beau33Před 10 hodinami
  • temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

    Charming nowhere to hideCharming nowhere to hidePřed dnem
  • This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

    J. Justin ZimmermanJ. Justin ZimmermanPřed dnem
  • A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

    Candid Cam _Candid Cam _Před dnem
  • It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

    Audenim OsheaAudenim OsheaPřed dnem